majesticdragonaire

Fuck it. I'm done. I don't give a fuck anymore,I'm tired of feeling this way. Time and time again, Life loves to fuck me over. I'm in a situation I completely hate,My best friend is a God damn tool, I'm constantly ridiculed because of my appearence,my voice,and everything about me. I'm just done. I've tried killing myself in the past,Hanging,Cyanide,Blunt Force Trauma,I came progressively closer every time. Today I came the closest,I found a decently big Shard of glass on the ground at school today,After my day was shot all to hell,And without thinking and instinctively,raised it to my throat,and pressed in. I formed some thin cuts,but couldn

Well,I slept fairly well last night ^_^. I fell asleep texting some friends,And my Girlfriend.But the dream I had was Just so....I don't know how to desribe it.It was a dream about how Lizzy and I would meet,only it would be slightly tweaked. I was in my room,Which is in the basement,And I decided to give this girl a call. She had tripped in front of me at school,but had given me her number,I could tell she liked my from the way she looked at me. When I got home that night,I decided to Actually Call,so I did,here's how it went; "Hello?" "Hello,this is Elizabeth Speaking,who is calling may I ask?" "Come on,You don't remember the boy you trippe

My sweet merciful Jesus! Today has been EXCRUCIATING! I only slept for about 3 hours last night,As I was talking to my Girlfriend,and my other Friend. Both needed me Terribly badly. Aside from that I've been feeling horrible. My stomach is constantly upset,I can't keep my balance,Constant headaches,Inability to Concentrate on school work,and just all around  Sicknesses. I'll probably Write more tomorrow,I'm too Worn out to continue right now.